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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

my beloved ; 16th.

i have no idea what's going on. these days, it seems that a lot of things happening. come and go, in and out. maybe, you had your reason, yes i understand. but i wished, when everything was settled, you will tell me the truth and everything clearly. i know i shouldn't give you attitude today. i being abnormal for the time being? i apologize for making you had a mad day going. since, you're working tomorrow then, sleep early and rest well. i shouldn't disturb you now, so i blog this post for you. you always complained saying i didn't written anything about you on my blog before. so now, this long post is for the only you.
i wondered when will be the day that i can see you again. soon? or not. i don't know. i wish you still kept your promises . if one day, it was broken, i understand, i hope.
i was happy for the pass 2 months being with you. thanks for giving me everything that i smile throughout the whole journey. whenever i wanted to study, you company me and started to rot. but you make no complaints at all. whenever i needed someone, i know you're always here. helping me with all my doubts , i know you're awesome. thanks baby, for everything. and iloveyou (:



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BOO. you're clever !
i know i did post it just now, so you think its just a short post right! HAHAHA, and i edited it. i think i am too cute. but i know you gonna say you're cuter ): okay laa. get back to my point. no i shall start everything differently.
hi baby, you're such a asshole, break my iphone score! now i cannot break your high score. okay laa. thats not my point.
everything started on 8th may 2010, if without that day we wouldn't be together. and i appreciate everything that you had done for me, and so everything you given me. you cheer me up when i was down, you make me smile when i was unhappy. at times, i may shown you bad attitude, but you didn't did the same. whenever i feel like giving up, its you that hold me up and listen to my doubts. i couldn't be someone who are mad perfect to everyone, but at least now, i know i wasn't the old me. you trying to hard to changed, but as i said, no matter who you were, what had you changed to, i still loved the only you. i kept my promises with me, and don't forget we hook fingers hor! LOLOL. you had been busy now a days. but always remember to take breakfast before you go work, eat lunch and go home eat dinner okay?! if not you will know how to suffer from me ah. i don't give canning, i give you detention. LOL. hahaha, funny ah. well, what comes around goes around. but now that you're here, i didn't wish you to leave. once again, iloveyou.




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SEVEN-JULY is her AWESOME day.
i failed to be who i wanted to be. always loiter in my fairyland. but i learned to faced the reality. it suck most, to know what happened in the real world. you wish, you was still young. but its too late that you had grown up so much. whenever, positive thoughts came to my mind, it always turned out opposite. so, might as well let me think negatively to make things turned out well. i think i know myself better than you do. i don't need any judgment, you can't compare the looks and knowledge. is the attitude and character wins. but sadly, i have none of the above ^^


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16th's.
it will end on 30th February 2011 ^^

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Its something i can't say so. i'll pretend that i don't know. its something, that you cannot see. its a feeling within me that you will never know, even if you try. i wish, i have run away, so this won't happened today. i'll pretend i didn't hear, this heart that beats for you each time you're near. hope this love soon disappear. without a word, you showed me what true love is. without a word, i have given you this love. and now, that i'm like this, holding on to my breath, you stole my heart and left. without a word, love left me crying alone. without a word, i'll forget you on my own. and now that you're back, i just don't know, why it's so hard to let you go. so, i won't say a word. do you feel the pain right here? do you see the love that i saw? could it be all in my mind? maybe we're just not meant to be. but why do i feel you'll be here with me? without a word, tears just keep failing. without a word, you left me heart broken. without a word, i'll keep on waiting for you. without a word, i'll make you love me too. and if you were like this, and if i were to leave, would i ever be truly missed? without goodbyes, he'll turn and leave my side. without knowing how much i truly love him. it's something i'll endure. even though i am unsure. i've prepare myself to love, without a single word. without a word, i'll love you, without a word, i'll miss you, this love, that i long to have, i wish, i could show you somehow. but its too late to let you know now


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