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Saturday, February 27, 2010

yes, i am being a total bitch to you.
he wishes me to be happy, then he shouldn't leave.
now that he's gone i can't save back his life.
then why not, you just tell me what can i do for now?
-RIP.


Thursday, February 25, 2010

sorry, but i don't believe that you are dead.
i know i messaged your dad yesterday, it was YOU.
don't try to lie.. since your brothers and sister love to act so
much then let them be. if this is so fun as you thought, then
why not continue ? i'll be glad to here that you're dead AGAIN.
don't worry, i will pray hard that you hunt me down.
i will also be thankful that YOU DIE AGAIN!

i know after this post, YOU GUYS will hate me.
yes, i am too heartless. But, no one tends to understand much.
so, if you can't understand my situation now, you don't have the
right to judge me.


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

O-eight dancework. random. lol

OH-ME, OH-ME, OH-ME!

danceworks is just in 18days time!
yet i still cant......
anyway,
next week, starting of common test, yet i am still slacking here. LOL
i should go study now.
i don't wanna flunk it again. -.-

week after next was danceworks. i don't think cmi laa ;x
lol..

-i've got nothing more to say.
maybe i am being much happier this way.

iwanna watch movie! anyone?
LOL




Tuesday, February 23, 2010

hi loves,
i need to relink some of you guys.
tag me, if blog had been deleted or something.
and update me with your new links :D
thanks a lot.

Today's assembly was MUCH MORE interesting, but still...
not into it. LOL.
Got social studies class test today. surprisingly, i knew how to do.
but still don't think i could managed to pass.
Dance tomorrow again. too into danceworks's, yet not speechday's.

To human that KEEP Spamming my phone.
Fyi- My inbox is too full for you to keep messaging me.
you know i won't reply. As you said, you don't love me anymore.
what's the point of keep spamming me. Go get your own life.
No matter how am i now. I am happy with it. Go be with someone
that worth your precious love. The girl will never be me.
understand?
if your friend, thinks that i am too far out, then let them be,
do they feel even worst that you are like dogging them around?
making a fool of them. Maybe they don't. i felt so sorry for them.


Sunday, February 21, 2010

i am missing her now. lol
she went back today. house was quiet like always.

sometimes, i don't wish to stay at home.
at times, i don't feel like going home.
a home, should be full of happiness, love and joy.
but my home, is somewhere that no one would like to stay on.

should i or should i not?
i feel like going, but i don't wanna leave.
if i do, i don't think i can be back.


Friday, February 19, 2010

YOU, always doesn't make the facts right and accuse me.
i had enough. whatever she say you will be like her dog.
even i have blood relation with you , i don't fucking care.



i Wish I was Happy Again.
sorry for not updating my blog.
been having not-good conditions. LOL
gastric is a killer. i wish i cant cut it out -.-

anyway , i am still alive.
for humans out there, that have been thinking i "DIED".
don't be a fucking dumb ass , and done a fucking tattoo on your
hand, you know what i mean. loving me is being a burden just
get over it ! arghh -.-

whenever i saw you, i feel like crying.
but i hold back my tears and tell myself not to cry.


Monday, February 15, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
gonna write a short post.
going out soon again ;/

PICTUREEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!












got more to upload. but lazy at the moment.
sorry,
BYE love :D


Saturday, February 13, 2010

it was new year eve today.
when out with cousin to suntec then to tampines.
homed at 3plus.
dinner start at 6.30pm.

now its 7.47... i'm rotting.






Friday, February 12, 2010

okay, school was boring today.
received physics class test 2 , done summary for english,
handed in chinese over due home work, and maths class test 2 today.
last period - performance = MORE BORING.
LOL.

after school went home and get changed to meet this crazy woman. LOL
we went bugis, 6plus we came back .
on the way, i went to met prince and after meeting ,
down to tamp find cousin.

homed at 10plus , and online-d.
till here, kay
BYE love


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

miss dil was absent today. english structure remedial was canceled.
assembly period was BORING.
OH! and having fire drill today.
sitting at the field for one FREAKING PERIOD .

after school, went huixin's house.
at first we thought of baking cookie. but in the end it came out
baking cupcakes. LOL
importantly, it is eatable.



look a bit disgusting though. LOL ;x

-i miss ___ but ___ can't be bothered.
because they ___ me. LOL

kay i know you don't understand.
Till here.
Bye love.


Monday, February 8, 2010

LOL, sorry for not posting yesterday.
i didn't went out, because boyf was sleeping.
and abandon me at the moment. LOL
doing homework all the way till 11plus.
AND COUSIN CAME!!! AWESOME.

school was as usual. nothing special happening though.
-I received your gift. but i have no idea what should i do with it.
you know, i won't throw. the only thing i will do is to return.
sorry, but i can't take what i am not suppose to have.

dance was super tiring today. or maybe, is just me.
maths & social studies test tomorrow.
wish me luck.
Bye Love.


Sunday, February 7, 2010

hi love,
I AM BACK TO POSTING :D
hoho

yes, i deleted all my previous post. and its a bit weird having no post now.LOL
cousin is arriving in few hours time.
meeting boyf. soon
KAY, till here.
update after reach home.






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SEVEN-JULY is her AWESOME day.
i failed to be who i wanted to be. always loiter in my fairyland. but i learned to faced the reality. it suck most, to know what happened in the real world. you wish, you was still young. but its too late that you had grown up so much. whenever, positive thoughts came to my mind, it always turned out opposite. so, might as well let me think negatively to make things turned out well. i think i know myself better than you do. i don't need any judgment, you can't compare the looks and knowledge. is the attitude and character wins. but sadly, i have none of the above ^^


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Its something i can't say so. i'll pretend that i don't know. its something, that you cannot see. its a feeling within me that you will never know, even if you try. i wish, i have run away, so this won't happened today. i'll pretend i didn't hear, this heart that beats for you each time you're near. hope this love soon disappear. without a word, you showed me what true love is. without a word, i have given you this love. and now, that i'm like this, holding on to my breath, you stole my heart and left. without a word, love left me crying alone. without a word, i'll forget you on my own. and now that you're back, i just don't know, why it's so hard to let you go. so, i won't say a word. do you feel the pain right here? do you see the love that i saw? could it be all in my mind? maybe we're just not meant to be. but why do i feel you'll be here with me? without a word, tears just keep failing. without a word, you left me heart broken. without a word, i'll keep on waiting for you. without a word, i'll make you love me too. and if you were like this, and if i were to leave, would i ever be truly missed? without goodbyes, he'll turn and leave my side. without knowing how much i truly love him. it's something i'll endure. even though i am unsure. i've prepare myself to love, without a single word. without a word, i'll love you, without a word, i'll miss you, this love, that i long to have, i wish, i could show you somehow. but its too late to let you know now


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