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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

my beloved ; 16th.

i have no idea what's going on. these days, it seems that a lot of things happening. come and go, in and out. maybe, you had your reason, yes i understand. but i wished, when everything was settled, you will tell me the truth and everything clearly. i know i shouldn't give you attitude today. i being abnormal for the time being? i apologize for making you had a mad day going. since, you're working tomorrow then, sleep early and rest well. i shouldn't disturb you now, so i blog this post for you. you always complained saying i didn't written anything about you on my blog before. so now, this long post is for the only you.
i wondered when will be the day that i can see you again. soon? or not. i don't know. i wish you still kept your promises . if one day, it was broken, i understand, i hope.
i was happy for the pass 2 months being with you. thanks for giving me everything that i smile throughout the whole journey. whenever i wanted to study, you company me and started to rot. but you make no complaints at all. whenever i needed someone, i know you're always here. helping me with all my doubts , i know you're awesome. thanks baby, for everything. and iloveyou (:



you wanna scroll down? don't regret then.
no la, you should just remain like this to continue reading.
and after reading, close the window. HAHA.
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BOO. you're clever !
i know i did post it just now, so you think its just a short post right! HAHAHA, and i edited it. i think i am too cute. but i know you gonna say you're cuter ): okay laa. get back to my point. no i shall start everything differently.
hi baby, you're such a asshole, break my iphone score! now i cannot break your high score. okay laa. thats not my point.
everything started on 8th may 2010, if without that day we wouldn't be together. and i appreciate everything that you had done for me, and so everything you given me. you cheer me up when i was down, you make me smile when i was unhappy. at times, i may shown you bad attitude, but you didn't did the same. whenever i feel like giving up, its you that hold me up and listen to my doubts. i couldn't be someone who are mad perfect to everyone, but at least now, i know i wasn't the old me. you trying to hard to changed, but as i said, no matter who you were, what had you changed to, i still loved the only you. i kept my promises with me, and don't forget we hook fingers hor! LOLOL. you had been busy now a days. but always remember to take breakfast before you go work, eat lunch and go home eat dinner okay?! if not you will know how to suffer from me ah. i don't give canning, i give you detention. LOL. hahaha, funny ah. well, what comes around goes around. but now that you're here, i didn't wish you to leave. once again, iloveyou.


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

It came for a purpose and gone for a better

sorry for not updating the next day.
should i continue to update the previous post?

since you guys insist that we did it on purpose then fine!
freaking go ahead and continue. i shouldn't mention about anything.
yes, being neglected wasn't a great feeling. i understand. but before you even know,
being accused, wasn't a great thing too.

when i care a lot to anyone, some gave me attitude.
but i remained silent. again and again, they constantly driving me crazy.
enough is enough.
when i don't bother, my fault. when i cared a lot, i got back attitude.
then what you want me to do? zzz.
you are who you were. you can't change or be like anyone because that just not you.
oh. importantly, not saying my dearest baby ^^.
bye love.


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Now its 11.18pm. and i am left with 42 more minutes that my birthday is officially over.
i was very touched by everyone giving me a best birthday today (:
and this gonna be a long post, i suppose. and be prepared :D

FIRST OF ALL.... JONATHAN TANG. hi baby, thanks for everything you had done for me, i really enjoyed a lot today. although, i didn't received a first birthday message from you, but you're the first that i saw, once my clock turned 12am. i appreciate everything given from you. And also, i apologize for what happened today. you may be faking, but i know you're mad somehow. even till now, that you didn't reply or answer my call. sorry. well, thanks for your biggest present among all. i like it though. i gonna hug die it. HAHAHA, kidding ~ take care yourself when i'm not around. Once again, thanks for everything. lastly, iloveyou (:

ANNCHING.
Hi prince/nuer, i shall start with your birthday message that you sent:
Mummy! i here to text you first cuz i falling asleep already. Helloooo! Happy birthday mummy ;) (take it as its 12am now.)
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to mummy,
happy birthday to you!!
sorry for first. thanks for everything, sorry i kinda neglected you and 149. still i love you alright. last long with daddy. love you!! ;mua.

thanks for preparing everything for me. i enjoyed today and everyday with you.
even if you neglect us or not, we still love you <3.

ANGELA WU. (blogger picture upload fail ): shall update again.)
HI my beloved daughter. start with your birthday message :D
Happy 16th birthday to my dearest darling sabrina! ^_^ hope your dream come true! Love ya many<3<3<3

AMELIA TAN.
HI shuiting ! 你好. hahaha. your birthday message is private. i cannot show. lateer she kill wo. HAHAHA ;x okay laa. you're still an lousy actor. should go back to your mediacop and get more skills. although, you successfully lied about you not coming. but you're message still suck. HAHA no laa kidding. don't say i not good ah. i post so long about you ! haha must be happy die ah. hohoho. love me more ^^ <3<3

OLIVE CHEW
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Hi sweety. thanks for you writing the presents for me. and wishing me on phone, sms, tweeter as well as msn. basically, you're the only one that wishes all. HAHAHA cool man. and you know what! its 00:00am. my birthday is offically over while typing this. nothing special happens leh. HAHAHA. anyway, i forget to tweet you. shall tweet you now ! BYELOVE. <3<3

SHERMAINE TAN.
HI shermaine, feel like so long never talked to you. hahaha. miss me right? i know ^^ thanks for your card (: both face were chio (Y). thought you not coming today, yet you surprised me ! happy die me ^^ didn't talk to you because i don't know what to say ;x yes, i miss the past. of course miss you too :D always been there for me whenever i needed someone. without fail la. you're the best . HAHAHA. meet up soon ah. LOVELOVE <3


i gonna continue tomorrow. needa pack things now.
BYE readers, thanks everyone ! <3>


Sunday, July 4, 2010

A fearful night, an unwanted story.

Its been a couple of days. But it just can't get off my mind.
I'm sorry, if i keep on mentioning unhappy situation.
I can't help it.
Anyway, i shouldn't be so bothered by anything.
Its time for me to get serious on everything. so yea. shall post when i'm free.
indeed, my internet starts to love me once again :D Happy ttm.
Msn with angela was fun :D
it includes olive today ^^ HAHAHA.

too much things to get done.
-Maths
-Chinese -.-
-D&T.
dying very soon. please don't save me. HAHAHA
RANDOM.
oh before i end this, MrTang is loved.& not forgetting my 2 daughter & sweety :D
byebye <3


Saturday, July 3, 2010

MR TANG said, my com very noob.
So is he's.
he gotta noob com, noob internet. basically, everything of his was noob.
HAHAHAH
he's beside me now. i think he gonna kill me very soon upon seeing this.
and he said: yes, i am.
ohhh. freak, byebye
update when my internet love me.
internet, please do love me more ^^
but i don't love you. LOL




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SEVEN-JULY is her AWESOME day.
i failed to be who i wanted to be. always loiter in my fairyland. but i learned to faced the reality. it suck most, to know what happened in the real world. you wish, you was still young. but its too late that you had grown up so much. whenever, positive thoughts came to my mind, it always turned out opposite. so, might as well let me think negatively to make things turned out well. i think i know myself better than you do. i don't need any judgment, you can't compare the looks and knowledge. is the attitude and character wins. but sadly, i have none of the above ^^


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16th's.
it will end on 30th February 2011 ^^

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Its something i can't say so. i'll pretend that i don't know. its something, that you cannot see. its a feeling within me that you will never know, even if you try. i wish, i have run away, so this won't happened today. i'll pretend i didn't hear, this heart that beats for you each time you're near. hope this love soon disappear. without a word, you showed me what true love is. without a word, i have given you this love. and now, that i'm like this, holding on to my breath, you stole my heart and left. without a word, love left me crying alone. without a word, i'll forget you on my own. and now that you're back, i just don't know, why it's so hard to let you go. so, i won't say a word. do you feel the pain right here? do you see the love that i saw? could it be all in my mind? maybe we're just not meant to be. but why do i feel you'll be here with me? without a word, tears just keep failing. without a word, you left me heart broken. without a word, i'll keep on waiting for you. without a word, i'll make you love me too. and if you were like this, and if i were to leave, would i ever be truly missed? without goodbyes, he'll turn and leave my side. without knowing how much i truly love him. it's something i'll endure. even though i am unsure. i've prepare myself to love, without a single word. without a word, i'll love you, without a word, i'll miss you, this love, that i long to have, i wish, i could show you somehow. but its too late to let you know now


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