Wednesday, March 31, 2010
 if only, i can go back to this moment, this happening in the picture. i shall forget by now. everything should be deleted. ah! i hate it. seriously. things will never turn out better. it always ended up worsen the situation. Sunday, March 28, 2010  i don't know why. i think i am getting worst again. wtf is wrong with me. shall not elaborate more. bye ): Friday, March 26, 2010  i think, people around you, are the more important in your life. i am nothing. an useless shit. why would you want me for? i am someone, who can't treat friend nicely, i tell lies, i make-up excuses. nothing in me was perfect. or should i say, your life is happier without me around. isn't it less trouble? i can't make you all be happy again. 149 had changed totally. i don't understand what is happening . situation now is seems to be complicated. everything between us had drifted far apart. i hope you know what i mean..... Thursday, March 25, 2010 suddenly, i just remembered that i have nuffnang ads. please help me CLICK :D kay, dance the whole week again. i can't believe that we are stepping down ): no more dance ): i shall start on my D&T but, i'm really lazy to draw. YES DRAW. AGAIN. going insane soon -.- distance between us, should not get any closer. let us just stay like this. maybe its a better way for all of us. forget how we used to be together. we may meant a lot to one another, but situation now is different. its kind of weird if we started talking again. i don't know, just my point of view. anything text me instead. bye. Sunday, March 21, 2010  suddenly, i misses the past. yes, random. if i knew what is going to happened. i wouldn't had talk to you so much. IF I COULD KNOW you had forgotten me, i will willing to stop adding my nonsense. if i knew, i gonna lost a close friend like you, i would had cherished you even more till then. okay.. shall stop my nonsense. stayed over @ angela's place again. IMISSMY LG VIEWTY. for no reason & i think of my phone..... LOL i think i'm missing everyone now. no, only to whoever i can think of at the moment. -what a random day. things just suddenly came to my mind. speechless over small little things. i can't think. i need help. NOW! should i cut my hair short or not? sigh.. Sunday, March 14, 2010  BOO.finally, danceworks is over. i will upload video if happen to find it :D oral tomorrow, dance on tue+thurday+friday. i am really EXHAUSTED. i wished to stop. but i wanna do better. anyway, its just few more months ~ AHHHHHHHHHHHH! gastric is killing me today. i didn't felt so worst before. i can't eat much these days. what happenedddddddddd! OH-hi loser. continue your nonsense :D i will love it, definitely. being a bitch out there doesn't help. come on, get a LIFE. do you even think that people wanna interfere the life that you have got? no, they don't. people like you care too much. not bad ah, i think my posting had improved from veryvery short to long post. HOHOHO. CLAPCLAP* :D lol. just feel like posting. no other intention. kay, stop here. BYEEEEEEEE~ Saturday, March 13, 2010  i can't get over it. people just seems to be changing so much. within a day. an hour, a minute. coldness came back again. why? i don't understand. i am afraid that my muscle tear again. shit. how? can't be bothered actually. i wanna train __. lol just think its cool. but look too "manly". got back my results, quite satisfied though :D had dance today. surprisingly, i am not tried. today's is worst than yesterday's. i think i really suck. i have got no magic potion to change myself overnight. save me ): byebye): Friday, March 12, 2010  HAHAHA. i am back to posting. a bit high now? hmm. maybe not. my leg is tooooooo PAINFUL... danced just now, and how cool we IMPROVED. still, i think i am dying for the last part. not fun ): no i think is everyone. BUT we had been practicing for the whole week! ah, whatever. to my daughter & darling. - hi! hopefully nothing changes in me. but i really feel bad neglecting you guys. HAHA. no don't get the wrong idea, i am a very good person. LOL kidding. thanks for being there for me! and i am not stress. just not satisfied. think that i am very lousy at the moment. no think don't other way. i'm not saying anyone. i will try my best on sunday, wish me luck. -someone. hi anonymous. before you think that i saying bad things behind your back, think once again. did you really remain a kind-heated person or not. you seriously did changed a lot. but just that no one says/tell. we just Feel. i don't even tell them about your life. come on, i am not so free to tell everyone about you. or even, what is so fascinating about you for me to talk about. when you saw us/me you would tends to ignore. if this is how you treat your friend, then why you would you be afraid that no one cares about you? in the first place which is you can't be bothered. kay, talk to much. BYE. Wednesday, March 10, 2010  OH. i think it got worsen. but hopefully everyone is still trying. i can't think of anything to post for now. but just don't want this blog to be so dead. so yea. I AM POSTING. now its 9.12pm. i just reached home not long. having dance everyday, i am really exhausted. SAVE ME. lol. YET i am gonna rush for my D&T . but you know, i am too lazy to draw. yes DRAWWWWWWW! -i feel so useless at the moment. what can i do within 4days to perfect it -.- seriously, i don't wish this is the last. )': okay, i shall stop here. bye, mickeys. dance tomorrow ^^v. Tuesday, March 9, 2010  weaker and weaker.. i don't get what this means. i wish, i need not go for injection.. yes, i skipped for many donkey months. who bother, lol. no one just seems to be right or wrong. what they do is their choice. i can't control their thinking. people changed. but its just too fast. i thought this wouldn't happened overnight. what can i do now. or even, what should i do? i feel lost. yet, i wanna get out of this situation. you understand? no. still, there is cool peoples out there i'm loving. lol no one care, no one bother. had been busy with dance these days. at the same time, neglecting my daughter & sweetie. sorry~ but, having fun with dancers. this sunday, death date? lol HOPEFULLY, everything when smoothly. last year of danceworks with deardear ): sad LA. ending here. should not bullshit so much. shall remain my silent-ness untill i'm suppose to speak. no, don't make random guess. i am fine. lol. bye, MICKEYMOUSEs. Friday, March 5, 2010  Pictures tells an untrue story. Sometimes, things just can't be as beautiful as how you thought its gonna be. Things that happened, it will remain unchanged, you had got no chance to turn back the time. Even if you do, maybe it is not gonna be as how it is expected. Things that you once lost before, causes you to suffer so much. Then why not just get over it. It doesn't mean that its gonna stay on like this. People do change, one day life may be better. Its just depend on yourself to change or not. Being speechless is never helpful. what i always wished for i know its not gonna happened. Even though, now that i tried hard enough, i knew it is still far from me. For now, maybe putting in more effort it doesn't help at all. No one understands and aware of what is going on. I feel like giving up at times. Because i know it is not gonna happen. What can i do? or What i should do? People had a chance but they will never appreciate. Labels: speechless state. facebook is finally being deleted. happy enough :D LOL gotten back Chinese common test paper, AND i PASSED! okay.... break dancing after school is FUN. tomorrow having dance again. SHAH's lesson. LOL danceworks'10: 14 march twenty10 plaza sing. 1pm. i felt that whatever i wished for will never come true. |
 SABRINA♥ SEVEN-JULY is her AWESOME day. i failed to be who i wanted to be. always loiter in my fairyland. but i learned to faced the reality. it suck most, to know what happened in the real world. you wish, you was still young. but its too late that you had grown up so much. whenever, positive thoughts came to my mind, it always turned out opposite. so, might as well let me think negatively to make things turned out well. i think i know myself better than you do. i don't need any judgment, you can't compare the looks and knowledge. is the attitude and character wins. but sadly, i have none of the above ^^  I'm in contract with JonTang 16th's. it will end on 30th February 2011 ^^ PLEASE, Click This. No harm clicking anyway. click on my nuffnang ads. & i will click yours back :D i don't think i've to update this column though. if i could get every of my wishes fulfilled, i think it already had happened (?) ): Goodbye Angela Agnes Amelia Annching BingHong Brandon Dionne Frank GuiLuan HuiXin HongYing JiaYing JiaYi JiaMing JingYu Joey Kareena Ketty Liyin Liying Lindsay Loren Lyn Mande MeiLing Melinda Michelle Olive PeiLing Rafiqah Rebecca safiah Sarah Serene Veronice Wanting WenLi XiuBin YaoZhong YeZi YuJie ZiYan February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 |
