SLQL's

2010-09-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

Second post.
it's 1.03am, so i don't regard this as the second post of the day.
after this, i gonna get off to bathe and have my beauty sleep.
baby's beside me and playing his phone - doodle jump.
he said " i got no feel to break my record leh. "
already 40k yet haven die. he said he's afraid that his doodle gonna die soon.
but already broke the high score. HAHa. finally, he died.
WOOHOO. i like. (Y)
okay, cut the crap ~
i don't know what to post already, shall let @JONNJONN92 to continue.

hi readers :)
JON here
i am helping baby post while she is bathing haha
smelly die her sia
well been spending my days with her days and nights
she been keeping me good company except when she was sleeping and left me alone watching movie today haha
nvm shall not blame her as she is tired today
well i love spending my time with her
okays i guess she out shall end my post haha
bye readers :)

JTKH LOVE SLQL

2010-09-18T07:01:00.000-07:00

" OHH My-Baby! "

Time flies ~ Just a blink of an eye, four months had passed.
Thinking through, how much time we wasted for doing Unwanted Things.
Firstly, Happy belated birthday to my dad. And Happy belated 4th Month anniversary to baby. Today, 18 Sept 2010. Went to dhoby ghaut with baby, he suppose to have his photo shoot taken. but ended up him changing date as he complains that he was too tired. so yea.... we reached home around 4 plus ? and he was angry ): because i shouted at him. HAHA. sorrybaby. His twitter stated that " whenever i am good i gain nothin ". don't talk about it. i'm alrady forgiven ^^.
ohwell, he's now playing my iphone doodle jump. he gone mad happpy breaking my high score. so i told him, you bette give me a kiss later. LOL HAHA. he talking to himself now. like metally gone haywire. i think i gonna be dead once he saw this post. opps, shall stop.

it's been four months, time for us just seems to be very long." it's amazing that we'll be together."

we're in the same primary school but we didnt know each other. same secondary school but we didn't talk. AND now, we're together. hahaha . stupid i know.
i wished, nothing changes now, go smoothly and everything will be fine. but i know life isn't that easy. maybe, if i don't think so much, i know i will be even better.

Special post for this monkey.
Hi baby, i know you're now very eager to see what i'm posting about. i'm talking bad about you hahahhahahha, crazy. okay laa. serious time.
i know you had always been spending time with me. whenever i needed you, you're always the first to be here . yet, im always the last being there for you. im ain't good. but your patience remained until im there for you. i apologize of everything that i causes it to gone wrong. however, i know we enjoy everyday . cherish whatever we had. even we lost, we don't regret. what belongs to us, it remains. while things ain't yours, just let it go ........
iloveyou.

i got a wish, and who's willing to fulfill it for me ? ):
maybe, it's never gonna happen. it's okay then (: i'm still smiling.

2010-09-11T11:06:00.000-07:00

"Everyone is pretty in a way."
People may not have that appearance as compared. But, they may be pretty inside out.
Whenever i looked back, and felt like time passes so fast. Just then i realized it's only the start of the obstacle.

Well, as much as you could see, this blog dies. Been busy with school and stuffs. English, social studies and mother tongue's N paper is over. Now, focusing for the rest.
Yesterday, i dream that i failed my English N paper. fucking shit. But anyway, not gonna think about it. Since, i gave my hardest try.

I've got nothing more to talk about. shall spam photos and talk crap. HAHA.
kay, let's get started.

I know i did enjoyed. thanks my dear.......
And i just sneezed. hahaha. who's missing me? LOL
okay, back to topic.

jonathan tang is suffering his suspension.
and i like it. LOL (Y)
now, baby is playing his iphone. very addictive hor?
then left me here posting. talked to him like so serious. i dislike. BOO (N)
shall go disturb him playing his phone. continue in awhile .
HEH.

he dislike this type of guys. i dislike this type of girls.
okay laa. i'm sorrry. even though you didn't say anything but still...
don't think much, i'm always here.
don't kept everything to yourself, you've got my ears.
don't be bothered by anything, even if you do..
i'm just 8 numbers away ^^

YOU,

JONATHAN TANG.

IS

MINE

AH!

YOU

CANNOT

SNATCH

LA ):

WO LOVE YOU. heh.

@jonnjonn92 you act cute. (Y)

i've changed, to the worst or for a better.......

2010-08-09T05:58:00.001-07:00

i've decided to spam photos. but i'm lazy to upload it all ;x
enjoy the few pics then ^^

http://apicture-protrays.blogspot.com/

do support,
& i'll love die you. LOL

2010-08-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

i feel like deleting this blog.
&& should i? ):

because, i've got nothing fascinating to blog about.
i am lazy to post.
lazy to update.

2010-07-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

my beloved ; 16th.

i have no idea what's going on. these days, it seems that a lot of things happening. come and go, in and out. maybe, you had your reason, yes i understand. but i wished, when everything was settled, you will tell me the truth and everything clearly. i know i shouldn't give you attitude today. i being abnormal for the time being? i apologize for making you had a mad day going. since, you're working tomorrow then, sleep early and rest well. i shouldn't disturb you now, so i blog this post for you. you always complained saying i didn't written anything about you on my blog before. so now, this long post is for the only you.
i wondered when will be the day that i can see you again. soon? or not. i don't know. i wish you still kept your promises . if one day, it was broken, i understand, i hope.
i was happy for the pass 2 months being with you. thanks for giving me everything that i smile throughout the whole journey. whenever i wanted to study, you company me and started to rot. but you make no complaints at all. whenever i needed someone, i know you're always here. helping me with all my doubts , i know you're awesome. thanks baby, for everything. and iloveyou (:

you wanna scroll down? don't regret then.
no la, you should just remain like this to continue reading.
and after reading, close the window. HAHA.
but you confirm? ....

***END***

BOO. you're clever !
i know i did post it just now, so you think its just a short post right! HAHAHA, and i edited it. i think i am too cute. but i know you gonna say you're cuter ): okay laa. get back to my point. no i shall start everything differently.
hi baby, you're such a asshole, break my iphone score! now i cannot break your high score. okay laa. thats not my point.
everything started on 8th may 2010, if without that day we wouldn't be together. and i appreciate everything that you had done for me, and so everything you given me. you cheer me up when i was down, you make me smile when i was unhappy. at times, i may shown you bad attitude, but you didn't did the same. whenever i feel like giving up, its you that hold me up and listen to my doubts. i couldn't be someone who are mad perfect to everyone, but at least now, i know i wasn't the old me. you trying to hard to changed, but as i said, no matter who you were, what had you changed to, i still loved the only you. i kept my promises with me, and don't forget we hook fingers hor! LOLOL. you had been busy now a days. but always remember to take breakfast before you go work, eat lunch and go home eat dinner okay?! if not you will know how to suffer from me ah. i don't give canning, i give you detention. LOL. hahaha, funny ah. well, what comes around goes around. but now that you're here, i didn't wish you to leave. once again, iloveyou.

2010-07-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

It came for a purpose and gone for a better

sorry for not updating the next day.
should i continue to update the previous post?

since you guys insist that we did it on purpose then fine!
freaking go ahead and continue. i shouldn't mention about anything.
yes, being neglected wasn't a great feeling. i understand. but before you even know,
being accused, wasn't a great thing too.

when i care a lot to anyone, some gave me attitude.
but i remained silent. again and again, they constantly driving me crazy.
enough is enough.
when i don't bother, my fault. when i cared a lot, i got back attitude.
then what you want me to do? zzz.
you are who you were. you can't change or be like anyone because that just not you.
oh. importantly, not saying my dearest baby ^^.
bye love.

2010-07-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

Now its 11.18pm. and i am left with 42 more minutes that my birthday is officially over.
i was very touched by everyone giving me a best birthday today (:
and this gonna be a long post, i suppose. and be prepared :D

FIRST OF ALL.... JONATHAN TANG. hi baby, thanks for everything you had done for me, i really enjoyed a lot today. although, i didn't received a first birthday message from you, but you're the first that i saw, once my clock turned 12am. i appreciate everything given from you. And also, i apologize for what happened today. you may be faking, but i know you're mad somehow. even till now, that you didn't reply or answer my call. sorry. well, thanks for your biggest present among all. i like it though. i gonna hug die it. HAHAHA, kidding ~ take care yourself when i'm not around. Once again, thanks for everything. lastly, iloveyou (:

ANNCHING.
Hi prince/nuer, i shall start with your birthday message that you sent:
Mummy! i here to text you first cuz i falling asleep already. Helloooo! Happy birthday mummy ;) (take it as its 12am now.)
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to mummy,
happy birthday to you!!
sorry for first. thanks for everything, sorry i kinda neglected you and 149. still i love you alright. last long with daddy. love you!! ;mua.

thanks for preparing everything for me. i enjoyed today and everyday with you. even if you neglect us or not, we still love you <3.

ANGELA WU. (blogger picture upload fail ): shall update again.)

HI my beloved daughter. start with your birthday message :D
Happy 16th birthday to my dearest darling sabrina! ^_^ hope your dream come true! Love ya many<3<3<3

AMELIA TAN.
HI shuiting ! 你好. hahaha. your birthday message is private. i cannot show. lateer she kill wo. HAHAHA ;x okay laa. you're still an lousy actor. should go back to your mediacop and get more skills. although, you successfully lied about you not coming. but you're message still suck. HAHA no laa kidding. don't say i not good ah. i post so long about you ! haha must be happy die ah. hohoho. love me more ^^ <3<3

OLIVE CHEW.
Hi sweety. thanks for you writing the presents for me. and wishing me on phone, sms, tweeter as well as msn. basically, you're the only one that wishes all. HAHAHA cool man. and you know what! its 00:00am. my birthday is offically over while typing this. nothing special happens leh. HAHAHA. anyway, i forget to tweet you. shall tweet you now ! BYELOVE. <3<3

SHERMAINE TAN.
HI shermaine, feel like so long never talked to you. hahaha. miss me right? i know ^^ thanks for your card (: both face were chio (Y). thought you not coming today, yet you surprised me ! happy die me ^^ didn't talk to you because i don't know what to say ;x yes, i miss the past. of course miss you too :D always been there for me whenever i needed someone. without fail la. you're the best . HAHAHA. meet up soon ah. LOVELOVE <3

i gonna continue tomorrow. needa pack things now.
BYE readers, thanks everyone ! <3>

2010-07-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

A fearful night, an unwanted story.

Its been a couple of days. But it just can't get off my mind.
I'm sorry, if i keep on mentioning unhappy situation.
I can't help it.
Anyway, i shouldn't be so bothered by anything.
Its time for me to get serious on everything. so yea. shall post when i'm free.
indeed, my internet starts to love me once again :D Happy ttm.
Msn with angela was fun :D
it includes olive today ^^ HAHAHA.

too much things to get done.
-Maths
-Chinese -.-
-D&T.
dying very soon. please don't save me. HAHAHA
RANDOM.
oh before i end this, MrTang is loved.& not forgetting my 2 daughter & sweety :D
byebye <3

2010-07-03T05:31:00.000-07:00

MR TANG said, my com very noob.
So is he's.
he gotta noob com, noob internet. basically, everything of his was noob.
HAHAHAH
he's beside me now. i think he gonna kill me very soon upon seeing this.
and he said: yes, i am.
ohhh. freak, byebye
update when my internet love me.
internet, please do love me more ^^
but i don't love you. LOL

2010-06-30T21:58:00.000-07:00

Hi readers :D

Jon here!

well bad news for you guys!

this few days she is unable to post due to her internet problem!

well bo bian she got a noob com plus a noob internet!

cant blame her nia have to blame her noob com and noob internet she had haha!

i bet if she saw this post i gonna be beaten up from her for sure!

this few days ah she is very hyper wor!

and also happy die her!

she very kelian sia

she nwadays keep finish sch at 4pm

she says she wanna study hard wor!

from top 10 become top 10 from the bottum haha!

hmmm have nothing to post ler!

i shall go bath nw!

bye readers :D

miss her alright!

and do keep her tagboxs alive

2010-06-25T10:31:00.000-07:00

everything thing of mine, gone crazy
fuck this -.-zzz

i missed the old times when we still hang out together as one.
now, it had separated into 2.
we hardly talked in school.or maybe, its just me.
but, some felt the differences as well . we didn't mentioned anything,
because it seems that no one even bother.

2010-06-23T10:40:00.000-07:00

Long nails & my beloved ipod. LOL. freaking random.
took this picture as i was messaging Amelia <3.>
Birthday coming soon. but i didn't want it to come.
because, it was a sure boring -.- LOL ;x
unlike others, counting happily for their day.
& i'm here hoping that sevenjuly was never in the celender.
anyway, suddenly missed last year's birthday. although, no celebration but still HAPPY :D

i will put back my nuffnang. please click & i will click yours back if you had one. & will love you plenty. but wait. i love my dearest most ^^

shall stop all my nonsense and spam with today's picture. enjoy!
i will blog everyday, once i am done with what I'm suppose to do.
bye readers !
withloves; sabrina. LOL okay... enjoy.

ILoveher

ILoveSLQL

& i had drawn this picture. look like some ugly doll.
HAHA. now drawing prince & her another half. MR ong. LOL

Picture below are a bit disgusting.
due to bad skin tear from sun burnt .

PS: My dearest's phone is too cool. it can take awesome pictures. AND guess what? i choose that phone! of course good la. HAHAAH

2010-06-20T03:15:00.001-07:00

uploading with old pictures and recent photos.
Enjoy, i really got nothing to post about.
sorry readers.

2010-06-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

HI! can i don't post on dance camp?
because it's kinda too late and no purpose of posting it.
no one's gonna read it anyway.
i have no freaking idea what can i post about.
maybe, i shall spam with pictures.
i'll upload pictures later. i'm downloading songs.
pathetically, my ipod only have 86 songs.
i deleted all the day before. the songs are all my cousin's.
alibaba songs. LOL. okay stop nonsense-ing. i shall quickly get over with downloading.
and upload AWESOME PICTURES.
bye LOVES!

If only.

2010-06-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

IF one day i wasn't lazy, IF one day, i got the mood.
IF one day, i am free, i will change my blogskin,
post on dance camp, & upload pictures.
i'm sorry.
SUDDENLY, i miss my longlong hair. SUDDENLY, i miss my tongue piercing.
but no i'm not gonna pierce it again. if not, it will be the 3rd time i get it done ;x
LOL. SUDDENLY, i miss those dancers again. ):

"i hate cats that copy" LOL
random.
BUT i really do.
bye update soon?
hand is hurting me ):

2010-06-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

DANCERS ARE AWESOME

Speech day, was our last performance.
today we had officially stepped down.
i will miss you guys, and i did appreciate what you all had done for us.Done by: khairul

Done by: eddy THE NEW DANCE CHAIRMAN.

& also, the rest that wrote us the "certificate". love it.
today's the 'moment' will be an unforgettable one.
shall update again in detailed on the next post.
hopefully, pictures and everything will be up !

bye dancers ): & readers.
goodnight.

i fake a smile, because i didn't want you to think that I'm unhappy.

2010-06-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

i fake a smile, because i didn't want you to think that I'm unhappy.

fake smile, is what i hate the most.
maybe, avoiding an awkward silence, this is the best way i would do.
totally shag today, don't have the freaking mood to talk.
shall not elaborate.
but I'm fine now, don't worry.
next post will be about sentosa, just wait. I'm lazy.
I'm like a roasted pig now. too dark & red. LOL

2010-06-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

i think through so much today.
i realize, what i wanted, was never been here.
lets see if i could granted it soon?
hahaha secret.

byebye loves

2010-06-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

i think, its kinda dead.
lack of post~
now i should post for Wednesday.
when to sentosa with yz, prince & a pig ;P
went down to simei eateateat.
then headed to sentosa.
had so much fun. at the same time, it was freaking tired.
playplay, walkwalk. homed @ 11.30pm.
pictures please proceed mr tang's blog LOL
HAHAHAH

bye loves.

2010-05-30T22:07:00.000-07:00

hihi baby!
looks like ur blog seems to be dead wor haha
cme i make ur blog looks alive k?
guess what i m very the bored nw!
pig sia u sleep so long!
faster wake up la haha jokejoke!
i ate my medi liao k!
c i so guai!
comfirm ytd u sleep very late de!
k la i go rot liao!

byebye miss me k ?

2010-05-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE!

Hi baby!
surprise huh that i am helpin you update ur blog 2day!
tis is the 1st time i m helping ppl update blog wor!
i nv ever help ppl update blog be4 in my life haha
happy bo?
haha faster go bath n make up la!
sad huh 2day we cant meet up haha
i missing badly right nw wor!
i knw u r missing me also right?
nvm shall meet up 2mor alright?
guess what?

i m bored right nw!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i knw what ur gonna say!
u gonna ask me smell my asshole right haha!
k la shall end here
byebye!

2010-05-27T22:55:00.000-07:00

hi, i insist of blogging before i doll up myself. lol.
this shall be a short & quick one.
photos first ^^

some gay, assume that he is very pro, therefore it appear like this. LOL

people too pro la. got owned. LOL

cute or not! hahaha.

Happy 16 month anniversary to prince & yz ~
last long uh...

i'm alone in audi now.
anyone willing to come f1?
LOL

reached home @ 11.30pm yesterday.
down to simei & around 9plus went to tamp.
everyone was freaking hyper.
LOL, awesome day ^^
I'VE GOT NOTHING TO POST.
anyone wanna help me update?
;x byeloves.

i miss boyf ):
does boyf miss me too?
HAHA.

2010-05-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

i'm like suffering from boredom.
HELLO. anyone kind enough to save me? lol
nothing to do leh. studied chem just then.
nothing got in there.
i wish i can skip that thingy on friday -.-

i am a thick-skinned woman,
that angela couldn't take it.
but her skin was even thicker. HAHHAHA
just kidding.

2010-05-24T02:23:00.000-07:00

this blogskin suck.
shall change it soon.
i'm suppose to go out now.
but kinda lazy ~
prince & yz @ kbox. enjoying life ah!
LOL
kay short update.
WO HEN LAZY.THE DAY I DIDN'T ATTEND SCHOOL AT HOME PLAYING AUDITION.
angela & the rest complaining. HAHA

2010-05-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

i'm happy & lifeless.
i failed to be who i am.
lastly, do enjoy those pictures.

2010-05-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Before& After.....

kay. suprise up ^^

post, again someday.

2010-05-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

homed @ 11+ with jonjon x3 and prince ^^
HAHA

when i reached home, mummy asked : why you always got so many places to go?
i come back home always never see you.
whenever, i reached home. she will be playing majong. sister will be working. father will be sleeping. Every single time i reached home was just silence. if she could asked me why i would rather stay out, then herself, must know whats the reason. i treat my home not like a hotel. its not just a place for me to sleep. but instead the silence, totally kill me from staying at home.

i'm in contract with JonTang.
get this in your mind ^^

2010-05-13T07:41:00.000-07:00

today was kinda of boring though.
went down meet jon to his new house.
see see look look.
around 4? when down to mart meet prince.
slackslack, jon & ahboy went to work.
prince & me down to 149 after that.
home alone @ 9plus?

played audi with jon today.
first time win him leh .
hahaha.
kay enjoy~

today is me to say thank you for your panadol.
HAHA. byebye!
dr lim here ^^

2010-05-11T20:15:00.001-07:00

i have got so much photos.

ENJOY~

ABOVE THIS CHIO EH. ANYONE INTERESTED? ;X
just kidding ^^

Jon's bear. cute or not! :D

hi. yesterdays went mart to meet prince.
down to 149 after eating.
jon was alone. passed him his bear too (:

i called mickey to come down.
but none came.
they changed, cheated my feelings.

homed with jon & prince.

2010-05-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

you used to tell me to beware of people around me.
they being two sided faces. but why is it end up
to be you are the one that behaving this way?
you stopped calling/messaging me, it may be a good thing.
but, i knew that you are just being selfish and unwilling to give up.
since, you told her a different story, i shall not interfere further.
this shall end there. because of you, things changes.
no, because of ME, things changes. at the same time, i'm very
disappointed in you. you're unwilling to change because you insist that
the changed was in other people.

messaging michelin now. LOL & jon tang.
er.. i got a lot of their unglam pics. wanna see?
HAHAHA.
-don't think so much, that someone unknown shall stay there.
and i will be fine one day.
maybe, i don't belongs to be there. i left, things changes too much.
i appeared, things are complicated. so, i should stop going there now?
so that peace would continue. i suppose. ):
byeLOVE.

2010-05-08T10:51:00.000-07:00

YOU. yes you, mickey.
you changed ):
i am so disappointed in you.
its the first time you behave this way.
the world gone mad today.
i apologies to all that i spoil your day .

since you no longer mine, why you got so bothered by it.
sigh. nvm... end it.

jonTANG gonna be GIRLY tomorrow.
lets see ^^

okay. homed @ 1.30am.
bye LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2010-05-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

i can't write everything here.
i just can't.
yet i closed down my private blog.
sigh.

2010-05-06T04:08:00.001-07:00

i felt the blank in me.
and i asked myself.
what had happened?
i've no freaking idea

amelia asked me to blog. so i did.
and i have got nothing to post about.
lets see.....

been sleeping too much lately.
feeling tired everyday. and that suck ):
i don't have the mood of attending school tomorrow.
its kinda of boring. 4period of lesson.
anyone feel like skipping with me tomorrow? ^^
ohh... class was chaotic today. no much to say.
its always been like this isn't?
at times, things finally got settled down. yet new one came in.
no peace man. LOL

its kinda hard to achieve what i wanted ):

2010-05-02T08:40:00.001-07:00

HI I'VE DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK.
AND BROKE MY SIM CARD FOR A PURPOSE.
DO NOT MSG OR CALL.
TYVM. I WONT ONLINE AS WELL ^^
HARD TIME FINDING ME?
TOO BAD THEN.

2010-04-30T10:23:00.000-07:00

i'm tired...
but still insist of blogging.
so yea, just do a quick one.

studied @ angela's place today.
when chalet @8plus?
homed @ 1+.

happy birthday, prince.
enjoy your chalet. no present for you.
please don't cry ^^

i won't want it to happen. not even once.
please, stop supporting.
tyvm ^^
although, i don't think anyone understand this -.-

2010-04-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

is it true to rather be silent than being talkative?
being to quiet, is not a good thing.
secrets has no answer, quiet ones have the most secrets.
kept too much things in yourself, you won't feel good.

okay shall not say so much.
i will post, some random day again.
BYEBYE.

2010-04-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

Ouh O !

i think i addicted to this bear again ;x
SHIT.
don't you think its just too cute?!

2010-04-26T04:47:00.001-07:00

i feel like blogging a wordy post. HAHA

private blog had closed. i'm not gonna post any longer.
i delete for good. please, don't bother to get in.
although only one person is able to view it -.-
LOL.
1. don't look back, don't think back.
what ever happens, it is there for a purpose.
since you have her now, i believed she can give
what you wanted.

2. & i didn't ask Her to delete Her post.
if anyone gonna find Her or something,
why not rather, push everything to me?
i'm the one started it, isn't?
if i didn't called you that night, you wouldn't ask them to
come down for me. she wouldn't post about you.
she wouldn't feel so unfair. maybe, i'm too selfish.
i didn't learn how people feel. i care too much of myself.

3. without You realizing, you didn't know
what actually happened outside. it is not the first time that
i actually wasted my time for you. yet you can happily talk big.
please, dont get the wrong idea....

what i wanted to say, i'm done.
don't bother replying to this post.

please dont misunderstand this post before you even know who am i refering to.
no. should be, if you don't know anything, then just shut up.

2010-04-26T03:58:00.000-07:00

i'm dying. studying chemistry just suck my blood.
nothing gets into my mind.
i'm tired, i feel like sleeping. but...........
nvm.. forget it.

- I DON'T WANT. I DON'T WANT. I DON'T WANT.
SHIT.

2010-04-24T09:45:00.000-07:00

too much picture.
currently listening to byebye.
HAHA
i shall turn myself back to the past?
being so __ people, they just take for __.
so what for being __ to them, if they dont __ .

2010-04-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

okay, my LOYAL READERS complains that i barely update my blog.
and they don't want a wordy post. so, im now posting over due
pictures that i didn't update before. kay. enjoy

i miss, my long hair ):

2010-04-20T01:35:00.000-07:00

STFU,bitch

stop assuming that what you insist was right.
to tell you, on THAT day i was being followed.
not that i want ALL of them to come down because of me.
in the first place, i didn't even called any of them.
please, get the facts right before you talk.
oh, i think you jealous so much that they
suddenly abandon you? oh. sad ):

2010-04-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

Its something i can't say so.
i'll pretend that i don't know.
its something, that you cannot see.
its a feeling within me that you will
never know, even if you try.
i wish, i have run away, so this won't happened today.
i'll pretend i didn't hear, this heart that beats for you each time you're near.
hope this love soon disappear.
without a word, you showed me what true love is.
without a word, i have given you this love.
and now, that i'm like this, holding on to my breath,
you stole my heart and left.
without a word, love left me crying alone.
without a word, i'll forget you on my own.
and now that you're back, i just don't know,
why it's so hard to let you go.
so, i won't say a word.
do you feel the pain right here?
do you see the love that i saw?
could it be all in my mind?
maybe we're just not meant to be.
but why do i feel you'll be here with me?
without a word, tears just keep failing.
without a word, you left me heart broken.
without a word, i'll keep on waiting for you.
without a word, i'll make you love me too.
and if you were like this, and if i were to leave,
would i ever be truly missed?
without goodbyes, he'll turn and leave my side.
without knowing how much i truly love him.
it's something i'll endure.
even though i am unsure.
i've prepare myself to love, without a single word.
without a word, i'll love you,
without a word, i'll miss you,
this love, that i long to have, i wish, i could show you somehow.
but its too late to let you know now

2010-04-15T04:33:00.000-07:00

homed @ 7 today.
english workshop is kind of fun? boring? idk.

i don't want any misunderstanding.
please, don't get the wrong idea.

2010-04-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

OMG, I SAW SOMETHING, AND I WAS DAMN HAPPY.
kay, i shall keep it to myself.
ahaha! woke up at 2pm today.
went to see doctor @ 3plus? cant remember.

i think my post is getting shorter and shorter.
i shall think of something to post next time?
or tell me what i can post about. seriously got
bored of posting.
opps. byelove.
goodnights.

2010-04-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

hi loves!
i'm kind of happy today.
maybe, i enjoy too much with you guys.
homed at 6.30pm. daddy drove me back.

time will heal. but how long does it gonna take?
a year? a month? a day? a second?
no, it doesn't help at all.
kay, shall not talk about this.
i wanna be a crazy bitch. LOL
no, don't get the wrong idea.
i wanna be someone who very talkative. can i ?
HELP ME!

i'm changing! BYEBYE LOVES
miss me for now.
OH!
[copying angela's sister] : four more days four more days.
hahahSSSSSS.

2010-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

something that belongs to you, it will stay. if it is not, just let it go....

i am lazy to upload speechday's photos.
just go facebook and see. i will upload mine real soon.

stayed over @angela's place yesterday.
and i reached home around 9.15pm.

i am too tired to think about you.
i tried so hard to let you go, but i can't.
my heart aching whenever i saw you.
i shall stop here.
byeloves.

2010-04-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

speechday was kind of fun?
my "last" performance just ended like this.
crap.

-i am speechless.
photos will upload on next post.
byelove.

2010-04-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

i should learn how to let go.....

-passerby, please tag with your name.
i don't bite.

watermelon, HI!
LOL. kay, purpose for not mentioning your name was ___.
you should know ~
HAHA, to people out there, HE* is my new boyfriend.
LOL, you believe?
why not. msging you now, miss me more ah!
;x byelove. your turn to blog about me!

2010-04-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

hi love.
my day started so happily .
but it ended unwillingly. LOL

kay too hard to explain, i shall not go into it.
anyway, thanks for those people who cheer me up
these few days. i am happy la. don't worry.
not gonna think too much, too far.

-something, that is gone, it will never be back.
if it came back, it doesn't mean that it won't be gone.

2010-04-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

i need someone to talk to ):
i am being a helpless freak now.

-don't ever look back, if you knew it is not going to happen again.
sabrina, forget and let it go.........
don't think. let nature takes it course.

2010-04-03T00:19:00.000-07:00

hi. i don't know why out of a sudden, there is so much passerby in my blog.
anyway, i am not sad. i am still who i am.
maybe just not feeling well or something?
HAHA

-what will happened, if i remain silent?
i am still confused about yesterday's situation.
i just CAN'T force myself to talk.

if playing ___ is more important than your own child.
then think, what's the point of me calling you ___?

2010-03-31T05:41:00.000-07:00

if only, i can go back to this moment, this happening in the picture.

i shall forget by now.
everything should be deleted.
ah! i hate it. seriously.
things will never turn out better.
it always ended up worsen the situation.

2010-03-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

i don't know why.

i think i am getting worst again.
wtf is wrong with me.
shall not elaborate more.
bye ):

2010-03-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

i think, people around you, are the more important in your life.
i am nothing. an useless shit. why would you want me for? i am someone,
who can't treat friend nicely, i tell lies, i make-up excuses. nothing in me was
perfect. or should i say, your life is happier without me around. isn't it less trouble?
i can't make you all be happy again. 149 had changed totally.
i don't understand what is happening . situation now is seems to be complicated.
everything between us had drifted far apart. i hope you know what i mean.....

2010-03-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

suddenly, i just remembered that i have nuffnang ads.
please help me CLICK :D

kay, dance the whole week again.
i can't believe that we are stepping down ):
no more dance ):
i shall start on my D&T but, i'm really lazy to draw.
YES DRAW. AGAIN.
going insane soon -.-

distance between us, should not get any closer.
let us just stay like this. maybe its a better way for
all of us. forget how we used to be together.
we may meant a lot to one another, but situation now
is different. its kind of weird if we started talking again.
i don't know, just my point of view.
anything text me instead.
bye.

2010-03-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

suddenly, i misses the past.
yes, random.
if i knew what is going to happened.
i wouldn't had talk to you so much.
IF I COULD KNOW you had forgotten me,
i will willing to stop adding my nonsense.

if i knew, i gonna lost a close friend like you, i would had cherished you
even more till then.
okay.. shall stop my nonsense.

stayed over @ angela's place again.

IMISSMY LG VIEWTY.
for no reason & i think of my phone.....
LOL

i think i'm missing everyone now.
no, only to whoever i can think of at the moment.

-what a random day.
things just suddenly came to my mind.
speechless over small little things.
i can't think. i need help. NOW!

should i cut my hair short or not?
sigh..

2010-03-14T08:23:00.000-07:00

BOO.
finally, danceworks is over.
i will upload video if happen to find it :D

oral tomorrow, dance on tue+thurday+friday.
i am really EXHAUSTED.
i wished to stop. but i wanna do better.
anyway, its just few more months ~
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
gastric is killing me today. i didn't felt so worst before.
i can't eat much these days.
what happenedddddddddd!

OH-hi loser.
continue your nonsense :D
i will love it, definitely.
being a bitch out there doesn't help.
come on, get a LIFE.
do you even think that people wanna interfere the life that you have got?
no, they don't.
people like you care too much.

not bad ah, i think my posting had improved from veryvery short to
long post. HOHOHO.
CLAPCLAP* :D
lol. just feel like posting.
no other intention.
kay, stop here.
BYEEEEEEEE~

2010-03-13T00:21:00.000-08:00

i can't get over it.
people just seems to be changing so much.
within a day. an hour, a minute.
coldness came back again.
why?
i don't understand.

i am afraid that my muscle tear again. shit.
how? can't be bothered actually.
i wanna train __. lol just think its cool.
but look too "manly".

got back my results, quite satisfied though :D
had dance today.
surprisingly, i am not tried.
today's is worst than yesterday's.
i think i really suck.

i have got no magic potion to change myself overnight.
save me ):

byebye):

2010-03-12T01:37:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. i am back to posting. a bit high now?
hmm. maybe not.
my leg is tooooooo PAINFUL...
danced just now, and how cool we IMPROVED.
still, i think i am dying for the last part. not fun ):
no i think is everyone.
BUT we had been practicing for the whole week!
ah, whatever.

to my daughter & darling.
- hi! hopefully nothing changes in me.
but i really feel bad neglecting you guys.
HAHA. no don't get the wrong idea,
i am a very good person. LOL kidding.
thanks for being there for me! and i am not stress.
just not satisfied. think that i am very lousy at the moment.
no think don't other way. i'm not saying anyone.
i will try my best on sunday, wish me luck.

-someone. hi anonymous.
before you think that i saying bad things behind your back,
think once again. did you really remain a kind-heated person or not.
you seriously did changed a lot. but just that no one says/tell.
we just Feel. i don't even tell them about your life. come on,
i am not so free to tell everyone about you. or even,
what is so fascinating about you for me to talk about.
when you saw us/me you would tends to ignore.
if this is how you treat your friend,
then why you would you be afraid that no one cares about you?
in the first place which is you can't be bothered.

kay,
talk to much.
BYE.

2010-03-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

OH. i think it got worsen. but hopefully everyone is still trying.
i can't think of anything to post for now. but just don't
want this blog to be so dead.
so yea. I AM POSTING.
now its 9.12pm. i just reached home not long.
having dance everyday, i am really exhausted.
SAVE ME.
lol. YET i am gonna rush for my D&T . but you know,
i am too lazy to draw. yes DRAWWWWWWW!

-i feel so useless at the moment.
what can i do within 4days to perfect it -.-
seriously, i don't wish this is the last. )':

okay, i shall stop here.
bye, mickeys.
dance tomorrow ^^v.

2010-03-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

weaker and weaker..
i don't get what this means.
i wish, i need not go for injection..
yes, i skipped for many donkey months.
who bother, lol.

no one just seems to be right or wrong. what they do is their choice.
i can't control their thinking. people changed. but its just too fast.
i thought this wouldn't happened overnight.
what can i do now. or even, what should i do?
i feel lost. yet, i wanna get out of this situation.
you understand? no.

still, there is cool peoples out there i'm loving. lol
no one care, no one bother.
had been busy with dance these days. at the same time,
neglecting my daughter & sweetie.
sorry~
but, having fun with dancers.
this sunday, death date?
lol HOPEFULLY, everything when smoothly.
last year of danceworks with deardear ):
sad LA.

ending here. should not bullshit so much.
shall remain my silent-ness untill i'm suppose to speak.
no, don't make random guess. i am fine.
lol.
bye, MICKEYMOUSEs.

2010-03-05T04:55:00.000-08:00

Pictures tells an untrue story.
Sometimes, things just can't be as beautiful as how you thought its gonna be.
Things that happened, it will remain unchanged, you had got no chance to turn
back the time. Even if you do, maybe it is not gonna be as how it is expected.
Things that you once lost before, causes you to suffer so much. Then why
not just get over it. It doesn't mean that its gonna stay on like this.
People do change, one day life may be better. Its just depend on yourself to change or not.
Being speechless is never helpful. what i always wished for i know its not gonna
happened. Even though, now that i tried hard enough, i knew it is still far from me.
For now, maybe putting in more effort it doesn't help at all. No one understands and
aware of what is going on. I feel like giving up at times. Because i know it is not gonna
happen. What can i do? or What i should do? People had a chance but they will never
appreciate.

2010-03-05T03:37:00.000-08:00

facebook is finally being deleted.
happy enough :D
LOL
gotten back Chinese common test paper, AND i PASSED!
okay....
break dancing after school is FUN.
tomorrow having dance again. SHAH's lesson. LOL

danceworks'10:
14 march twenty10
plaza sing.
1pm.

i felt that whatever i wished for will never come true.

2010-02-27T20:47:00.000-08:00

yes, i am being a total bitch to you.
he wishes me to be happy, then he shouldn't leave.
now that he's gone i can't save back his life.
then why not, you just tell me what can i do for now?
-RIP.

2010-02-25T03:41:00.000-08:00

sorry, but i don't believe that you are dead.
i know i messaged your dad yesterday, it was YOU.
don't try to lie.. since your brothers and sister love to act so
much then let them be. if this is so fun as you thought, then
why not continue ? i'll be glad to here that you're dead AGAIN.
don't worry, i will pray hard that you hunt me down.
i will also be thankful that YOU DIE AGAIN!

i know after this post, YOU GUYS will hate me.
yes, i am too heartless. But, no one tends to understand much.
so, if you can't understand my situation now, you don't have the
right to judge me.

2010-02-24T04:22:00.001-08:00

O-eight dancework. random. lol

OH-ME, OH-ME, OH-ME!
danceworks is just in 18days time!
yet i still cant......
anyway,
next week, starting of common test, yet i am still slacking here. LOL
i should go study now.
i don't wanna flunk it again. -.-
week after next was danceworks. i don't think cmi laa ;x
lol..

-i've got nothing more to say.
maybe i am being much happier this way.

iwanna watch movie! anyone?
LOL

2010-02-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

hi loves,
i need to relink some of you guys.
tag me, if blog had been deleted or something.
and update me with your new links :D
thanks a lot.

Today's assembly was MUCH MORE interesting, but still...
not into it. LOL.
Got social studies class test today. surprisingly, i knew how to do.
but still don't think i could managed to pass.
Dance tomorrow again. too into danceworks's, yet not speechday's.

To human that KEEP Spamming my phone.
Fyi- My inbox is too full for you to keep messaging me.
you know i won't reply. As you said, you don't love me anymore.
what's the point of keep spamming me. Go get your own life.
No matter how am i now. I am happy with it. Go be with someone
that worth your precious love. The girl will never be me.
understand?
if your friend, thinks that i am too far out, then let them be,
do they feel even worst that you are like dogging them around?
making a fool of them. Maybe they don't. i felt so sorry for them.

2010-02-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

i am missing her now. lol
she went back today. house was quiet like always.

sometimes, i don't wish to stay at home.
at times, i don't feel like going home.
a home, should be full of happiness, love and joy.
but my home, is somewhere that no one would like to stay on.

should i or should i not?
i feel like going, but i don't wanna leave.
if i do, i don't think i can be back.

2010-02-19T19:59:00.000-08:00

YOU, always doesn't make the facts right and accuse me.
i had enough. whatever she say you will be like her dog.
even i have blood relation with you , i don't fucking care.

2010-02-19T08:22:00.000-08:00

i Wish I was Happy Again.
sorry for not updating my blog.
been having not-good conditions. LOL
gastric is a killer. i wish i cant cut it out -.-

anyway , i am still alive.
for humans out there, that have been thinking i "DIED".
don't be a fucking dumb ass , and done a fucking tattoo on your
hand, you know what i mean. loving me is being a burden just
get over it ! arghh -.-

whenever i saw you, i feel like crying.
but i hold back my tears and tell myself not to cry.

2010-02-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
gonna write a short post.
going out soon again ;/

PICTUREEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!

got more to upload. but lazy at the moment.
sorry,
BYE love :D

2010-02-13T03:34:00.000-08:00

it was new year eve today.
when out with cousin to suntec then to tampines.
homed at 3plus.
dinner start at 6.30pm.

now its 7.47... i'm rotting.

2010-02-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

okay, school was boring today.
received physics class test 2 , done summary for english,
handed in chinese over due home work, and maths class test 2 today.
last period - performance = MORE BORING.
LOL.

after school went home and get changed to meet this crazy woman. LOL
we went bugis, 6plus we came back .
on the way, i went to met prince and after meeting ,
down to tamp find cousin.

homed at 10plus , and online-d.
till here, kay
BYE love

2010-02-09T04:44:00.000-08:00

miss dil was absent today. english structure remedial was canceled.
assembly period was BORING.
OH! and having fire drill today.
sitting at the field for one FREAKING PERIOD .

after school, went huixin's house.
at first we thought of baking cookie. but in the end it came out
baking cupcakes. LOL
importantly, it is eatable.

look a bit disgusting though. LOL ;x

-i miss ___ but ___ can't be bothered.
because they ___ me. LOL

kay i know you don't understand.
Till here.
Bye love.

2010-02-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

LOL, sorry for not posting yesterday.
i didn't went out, because boyf was sleeping.
and abandon me at the moment. LOL
doing homework all the way till 11plus.
AND COUSIN CAME!!! AWESOME.

school was as usual. nothing special happening though.
-I received your gift. but i have no idea what should i do with it.
you know, i won't throw. the only thing i will do is to return.
sorry, but i can't take what i am not suppose to have.

dance was super tiring today. or maybe, is just me.
maths & social studies test tomorrow.
wish me luck.
Bye Love.

2010-02-07T02:23:00.001-08:00

hi love,
I AM BACK TO POSTING :D
hoho

yes, i deleted all my previous post. and its a bit weird having no post now.LOL
cousin is arriving in few hours time.
meeting boyf. soon
KAY, till here.
update after reach home.